To feel worthless, without a purpose? Or to be a huge failure when you try to be significant? You tried and tried, but you just died..
To be so all alone? Or to just want to be left all alone? Even if you don't really want to be alone..
To be surrounded by a lot of people and still feel lonely because not one of them really cares? Or to be surrounded by people who seem to care, but to not really feel that they do? They only act so caring when they need something from you..
To be under-appreciated? Or to get used to being under-appreciated? Even if it gets more tiring and tiring each day..
To know that you cannot help a friend? Or to realize that in doing so, you forget to help yourself? There's only so much you can put your mind into..
To know fully well that someone dear to you has changed? Or to see that someone dear to you pretend that he has not changed? He even has the impudence to pretend that he still cares..
To not know what to do? Or to know what to do after all, but it's not really what you want? Heck, you're not even sure of what you really want..
To perpetually pray, hope and wish for that one special thing that may never come? Or to finally realize that it really isn't meant for you? Who knows, maybe you don't really deserve it..
To feel that you don't deserve to get anything? Or to discover that indeed, you don't deserve anything? Because it looks like you're not going to get anything..
To be a parent and see your child in great pain? Or to be the child who knows you have caused your parents a great pain? I mean, seriously, who cries the most tears at night?
To be so all alone? Or to just want to be left all alone? Even if you don't really want to be alone..
To be surrounded by a lot of people and still feel lonely because not one of them really cares? Or to be surrounded by people who seem to care, but to not really feel that they do? They only act so caring when they need something from you..
To be under-appreciated? Or to get used to being under-appreciated? Even if it gets more tiring and tiring each day..
To know that you cannot help a friend? Or to realize that in doing so, you forget to help yourself? There's only so much you can put your mind into..
To know fully well that someone dear to you has changed? Or to see that someone dear to you pretend that he has not changed? He even has the impudence to pretend that he still cares..
To not know what to do? Or to know what to do after all, but it's not really what you want? Heck, you're not even sure of what you really want..
To perpetually pray, hope and wish for that one special thing that may never come? Or to finally realize that it really isn't meant for you? Who knows, maybe you don't really deserve it..
To feel that you don't deserve to get anything? Or to discover that indeed, you don't deserve anything? Because it looks like you're not going to get anything..
To be a parent and see your child in great pain? Or to be the child who knows you have caused your parents a great pain? I mean, seriously, who cries the most tears at night?
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